Chapter 13 – Fed up with Everything

The Seeker continues narrating his inner feeling:

The relief of realization that “This world is nothing”

is rarely available even to those living on a loincloth.

Having relived of the trouble of leaving and holding

I am now relaxed and happy. 13.1

I get tired of my body

I get upset with my speaking

I get fed up with my mind

Ignoring all these the real relief comes

from staying in my-Self only. 13.2

Whatever is done is not done by my-Self

Understanding this truth

I do whatever comes up to do and

Stay happy with my-Self. 13.3 

Seekers bound to the feeling of

Doing or not doing things are

still attached to their body;

Being relieved of the feeling of holding or leaving things

I am happy as I am. 13.4

I do not gain or lose anything in

My going somewhere, staying back or sleeping;

Therefore I am always relaxed

whether I am walking, sitting or dreaming. 13.5

There is no loss for me in sleeping

Nor any achievement in working hard;

In absence of any grief or excitement

I am happy as I am. 13.6

Having repeatedly seen the fluctuating nature of

Happiness, sorrow and other things of life

I am relieved of the duality of good and bad

Therefore I am happy as I am. 13.7

End of Chapter 13